The World Turns The Other Way

Life experience can change views, perceptions and plans for ones life. The experiences can also change a person's personality. It affects everything a person can be and what they can become. Sometimes this experience rips the hope out of someone and places other thoughts of what to do next. People make plans and promises to move life forward. These are promises that can make or break a friendship, relationship and future plans. These are people who believe they have no affect on people. They live selfish lives without realizing what they can do to people. Instead of keeping promises and working towards their goals with the other person. Why would people promise something and then just figure they can walk away. It makes this world not worth living in. It makes me not want to take another breathe. God has other plans but I know now they do not include children or a wife unless things turn around.

Invisible Moment

The alarm clock you wish will just go away. You want to bury yourself in the warm blankets as if you wished nothing needed to be done or no one needed to see you. Pulling the covers up and over your head as the alarm clock slowly ticks down to the last second of the 7 minute snooze button. It resonates in your ear as another sign of getting up. All you want is one day to dissappear, leave the face of the earth and have a day of peace. In this life it will not happen because that is what heaven is for.