Sunday, February 28, 2010

creatures of the house

Them little nail givers
Pulling at the carpet as they walk by
Cotton robbers
Pulling open my drawers
And stealing the softness inside
Starring at me with my lids shut
Wondering when they will open again
Crying out to me
As the door opens to their cave
Ruminace of food substance is depleted
The sirens call for replenishment
I satisfy their need
Oh Furry creatures of the house

Friday, February 26, 2010

Napa

Bright green painting of life
covering the hills around us
Saturated with grape plants
and mustard seeds

I have to reach out to see if it really is alive
looks like a backdrop for a movie
it is the handy work of nature
growing to what the Artist sees right

Stroking the clouds in the sky
tasting the fine drip of the wine
and opening our eyes to a beauty unknown
to an unbelieving eye

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Parts

Raven sits
Upon the evil chest
of man once thought to never rest
Eyes pecked out
lips swollen with clout
He will be left, in bits, in bits





Fool we all are

The woebegone feeling scarred my lip
with markings of a fool
I'm desperate to see a carving of emotion
Like a figurine glowing in the candlelight
but the scowl of the owl pricks my eyes
to awaken me to the darkness of my mind
with eyes peering into the thoughts
blinking like a cartoon
robbing the essence of originality
and I am played again
as a fool
with nothing left to ponder
and a blank mind of worry



Saturday, February 20, 2010

Imagine

I stare at the popcorn ceiling
drawing figures in my head
of a whole new world

It casts people of iron
and horses of courage
and lances faced east and west

King raises his hand
Drops the hanky
that starts the trot
of the beast
and mean who fight
with long tree trunk like objects in hand

They charge harder and cause commotion
and people picture the end
but I draw a collision in my head
both Iron men fall to the ground
and end up dead

As I stare at the ceiling
I draw more worlds in my head.

Break down the wall

I am riding the river of Life
Hitting each stone unturned
Scarred by the sand and sticks I hit
None too hard to hold me from the flow

As I travel through the cracks
Down the small falls of the unknown
and into a pond of stag-net water
I see the the stucture holding me back
I try to knock it down

Break down the walls of the dam
Lord
Let the water flow
I am tired of sitting here
in the Scum and Algae of the world

Break down the wall and let me flow

I am here for the rapids
no matter what cuts I may receive
I may be broken by the rocks
I will mend in the sea

Break down the walls of the world
Lord
Let the river flow
I am tired of sitting here today
Amongst broken and sore

Break down the wall and let me flow
Break down the walls and let us flow






Sunday, February 14, 2010

Scarred Heart

A man with a heart
scarred by the knives of the world
each wound moles over
and mounds on the flesh
stapled shut to heal
permanently marked


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Velvet Elvis

A work in progress . . .

Bell goes through concepts of "What if" that cause a stir in the community of Christianity. To the point that we need to examine how we see Jesus and the word of God. He points out the fact that religion is just that, something written in scripts and fables for us to follow. Which religion was created by man. Jesus himself said that religion is not all you need. You need me as well. (Need scripture for proof). Bell goes through the ideas of what if Jesus had a physical father on this planet. Would this skew our idea of who Jesus is? How would we see him different? Even though he fulfilled all the prophecies except the immaculate conception based on this concept of what if. we built religion around Jesus. When we should have based it on him. He made a clear path for us to follow and answered everything in life for us. However, what if he did have a father on this earth? Would your Faith be skewed? How would you view the world differently? How would you follow the bible different?
We just have to get off the concept of religion and get on the concept of it as a faith in following him. Most churches now see this concept and have changed from being legalistic to relational.

Bell also gets into concepts of how to study the bible and how we should cherish it. He brings in the history of Rabbi's how they cherish the word and study it dearly to gain concepts of how the word can be interpreted in different ways.
"The rabbis spoke if the text being like a gem with seventy faces, and each time you turn the the gem, the light refracts differently, giving you a reflection you haven't seen before." (Bell 90)

If a new rabbi had a new perception of scripture it would have to pass through tests by the elders in order for it to be approved for teaching. However, it brings us the bona fide idea that the bible is there for interpretation on how we should live our lives. It can mean different things to different people. On the other hand, once the person perceives it in a certain way he should get it checked out by fellow Christ followers, preferably by elders.

He makes you realize you need to think outside the box. How many times have you heard that before? People have a hard time looking at things in a different manor and different perspective. It builds the mind to realize things can be different and look different for other people. The idea of even writing this can come across to one person as elementary but the other as being a fine piece of work. Bell expresses we must lok at the bible in all different directions so we can get the most out of it.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Writing

Simplicity is an art form once defined
With a pen and paper
It came straight from the mind
It drew out letters
and words came around
and everyone understood it
what it meant was profound
It described objects and feelings
once it came out it made a wonderful sound

Friday, February 5, 2010

I foresee it

Indention on a well worn couch
46 inch tv mounted on the wall
webs covering it from lack of use
stacks of old ads and mail scattered
DVD player still flashing 12:00
remotes are dead from sitting
dust covering everything
even the footprints indented in the floor
dishes piled in the sink
high enough to overflow on the counters
cobwebs sit in every crease and corner of the ceiling
as the stench fills the hallway
door to every bed room open
Smell makes my stomach curl
as we approach the main room
arm hangs off the bed
slightly deteriorated
fingers gangling
from a lonely old man
other arm
reaching to the emptiness
on the other side of the bed
with a frown craved into his face
and lines on his face
drawn from the tear drops
salt from his eye to the sheets.










Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Crazy World

My skin curls
As the sweet venom flows
Through my limbs
Creating an artificial endorphine
Stimulating a rush of freedom
tingling the hair on my arms and head
Blood raging through my veins
Liberating the body
Raising it to a new level of peaceful chaos
The Mind develops a whole new world
Words float with expression
Accenting their true colors
Ceiling spins behind them
Like a optical allusion capturing everyones attention
Grin of solitude captured on my face
And signs of release
Living the moment
And dreaming forever