I have failed, I have looked opportunity in the eye and failed,
squndering away money to try to educate myself,
Only to realize,
I failed.
I have failed on my relationships, I have blood relatives who never wish to speak to me and failed,
pushed and shoved them away
only to realize,
I have failed.
I have laid upon the dusty road to nowhere,
Only to be blinded in the cloud of dirt,
cars keep kicking it up,
It is the road I walk,
I fail.
I have ran miles to around a track to nowhere,
Only to be driven by demands of a whistle,
Dry clay dirt kicking up by the other runners,
I get called in to never finish,
I fail.
I fail at the words that would reach your heart,
Only you know what will affect you,
Strings attached to mine have been cut,
I keep typing to only know,
I fail.
I have failed.
Only to realize I have what I have now,
Because I failed.
I failed at friendships because I pursued the wrong people,
Only to know that they never were interested in me,
I was alone,
I failed.
I failed because it made me,
me,
I continue to fail.
Without failure I would not have my success,
my successful wife,
my successful son,
My successful new family that accepts,
My success is my life,
My life is the close family and friends,
I fail because it is me.
I know now who accepts me.
